Today

Today we start with the most selfish word I. . .

I. . . can't wait until i turn 21 so i can buy my new house
I . . . can't wait until i have peace in this world
I. . . would be the worlds happiest person without having to put up with this crap!
The things he says are stupid!
He thinks he is all good! He thinks i have raised my kids well! What kids. From the beginning i was never his child! Pft he never attended any of my ceremonies?? He never attended my graduation. . He never attended my Ball! So what the hell is he on about huh? Him getting pissed off at me? Wait it should be me, where the hell was he during my entire childhood? Oh yeah that's right. ' WORK' was important! Even though he was just an employer it's called take a sick leave day. And now he pretends to CARE about my education and chucks a hissy fit! Hello, your nothing to me. don't just come to the dinner table try to take control of the family and ruin my mum;s birthday!
I don't need a father like him! OLD, retard! who needs to know someone like him?


Okay must cool down. Ranting is not going to change anything. All i have to do is let time past by :] it won't be long and i willl be 21 :]

On the other hand i brought a very yummy cake. First time i brought something where my mum and sis and bro agreed that it tasted good hehe :]

Tomorrow last class then SHOPPING WITH COFFEE AND CAKE with good friend :] so excited hehe
been longing for this day to come. using muffins as substitue to cakes. it never works like that! o th smell os Lola by marc jacobs smells so good. <3