i'm so not in the mood for anything, i've been having busy weeks, don't know if i'm really stressing out, i think i am .. but just taking it a different way
ha i figured, if i'm not feeling good i go shopping, either buying stuff for myself so i feel happy and excited otherwise just window shopping.. T_T i need a job seriously .. ha omg I was at morning glory yesterday... and i saw this really nice mickey mouse bag.. Oh i want it soo much ... but i didn't bring enough money damn it! oh i hope it still there, when i go back, but then i think mum would kill me if i get it, because she would say 'oh you can get that in hong kong much cheaper' pft as if we are ever going there, she promised me so many times, it kinda annoys me that she make all these promises but then in the end it never happens, like winter shopping for jeans and new clothes during my 1 study break back a few weeks ago.. it never happened.. now i'm using this facial cream but it's not working for my face, so then i was going to try the new brand, but i need to finish this one first, then a few days ago she goes to me, oh we can go and have a full check and buy their products after your exams... lets see if she can keep this promise as well...

I've got so many tops, but no bottoms, kinda annoying me now ha

i've only got 1 more week of class then it's finished for the course, then one week of study break... then the real exam T_T
Oh god... it's going to be my 1st university exam... but its going to be in the classroom so it won't feel really that weird at all.. i don't think..
i've got presentations next week, it's going to be my 1st one as well, but i'm not looking forward to it, because i'm scared i might give the wrong information or maybe missed out some very important information T_T,... and we are getting marked quiet hard on this.

Plus viual aids, giving out handouts for the class, what the hell, i've never done anything like that before!

Oo i was on the train the other day, and then there was a bunch of colorful people sitting infront of me and next to me, i don't mind them but they spoke their language very loud, and it was kinda making me want to tell them to shut up, ha ... then yesterday was on the train again to the city, and then a colourful family was on, their kids were not dressed appropriately, the parents was standing in front of the train door, and the children were jumping seat to seat, okay they were kind of cute and i don't mind if you go from one side of the window to another, but don't lean on me, or touch me, i'm one of those people who would run miles away, if you didn't shower, or if you looked dirty, because it makes me feel uncomfortable, so then one of the kid was leaning on me as if i was like a wall, god i wanted to scream, her hair was not brushed, it was mess, she was partly dirty, her parents didn't care, she's been walking bare foot, so her feet were black down the bottom. Oh i felt so good when i got off the train, but then afterwards uncomfortable, oh gosh the 1st thing i did when i got home was shower... i think i''m becoming more racist then i ever used to be... which is really bad, because i hate racist people and i don't want to become one of them.

Anyways, it's my friends 18th this week, i'm excited because it's my 1st 18th party i'm going to =D she wrote BYO and you know me, i'll definitely bring something ha
mum took me to the liquor store, but she tried to persuade me not to bring alcohol, ha which didn't really work, so anyways brought it home, then the next night she was like, hey can i have one of your cruisers, i was like yeah sure, i won't drink all of it i think, anyways, so then the next night she asked i again, i started to get annoyed, ha i was like, is this your way of not letting your daughter bring alcohol to a party, buy it but then you go ahead and drink all of it... i got pissed off, then i said fine go and drink it all i don't care, i'll just get someone to buy me some, ha she got hell pissed when i said that, then she goes, fine bring it, but don't you dare get other people to buy it for you XD
Anyways i better get started on my lovely report for human bio ha

ka yan