yes i have been missing for a while.... not that i am bad~ i feel like crap.. just because of one stupid little thing. Sometimes you just want to hate that person for giving you mixed feelings and then later on realising that it was a misunderstanding~~
i feel like crap~, my night is ruined, no matter how hard i try to make forget it, i feel stupid!
now i feel as if though i have gone into a deep deep tunnel so dark and cold. No one here to comfort me... just me and this dreadful silence.
i'm complaining too much and i feel like emo!!
i'm going to drown all this in my sleep!
lets hope tomorrow will be a more excitful and better day
