Life Is

Life Is...
Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is a sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
-Mother Teresa


it's sooo sweet heheh .... but i stole this off someones blog.... hope ya don't mind... =D

i've came back from school and i have been pissed ever since. All these stupid assignments, deadlines, homework!... i've never had this much pressure before i think this is all stupid. i learn nothing new... but the same repetative crap taht have been taught for the past 4 years! now i have some stupid assholes in my hosue jumping up and down making loud noises, thinking this is some wild jungle! GOD DAMn IT what is wrong with these people!... can't anyone just be quiet!

this ain't going so well! i wnat this term to end as fast as it can now mroe of those stupid assignments in my face and just let me have my relaxation. in my whold life i have never consecutivly woken up 4 am before! but because of those stupid dead lines it's making me do that!

GAR!!!!!!

totally zoned out!

argh~ about those photo from retreat i can't be bothered to fine them ha .. so you stuck with just the information =p

now school... i only have a few more weeks left, assignments all need to be completed asap~ i don't like it very much.it's 4:15am i'm up trying to finish off my math assignment and then complete some stupid proposal and write up a speech in a few hours. All because of this other stupid assignment i was doing for early childhood! One of the major ones we have done, and in the end all we have to is do a speech >.<" such a waste of time! plus i have a test today~ oh god.. what am i still doing here on blogger and writting my problems,
pft~ to early and my toes are cold at the moment, i guess i can study at lunch or maybe finish the assignment at lunch either one =D it's not until the last period so i guess i'm all cool with that. Now just that stupid speech and proposal, well not really just the speech i've hand written my proposal =D i'm soo smart ha


i think i have a mosquito on one of my fingers because it is really itching me, but i can't find it at all >_<
no one is online this early, all my american friends are out or either erm drinking at home .. O_O ya... so inda hard to talk to them when half of them are drunk! wish i could drink, not that i would be addicted to it or anything, but having those blur moments where you have no clue what you did would be cool, you just end up doing silly, funny things without hurting yourself ha... anything but drugs~ no to those stupid things!

i think i might go back to work otherwise i'll totally stress out if i don't finish it and since i woke up so early just for this i would be extremely pissed off if i can't finish it =]

anyways, i wonder if people actually read what post up here~

Back from Retreat

harlo

well... i came back from retreat some time ago... but just been so lazy to actually write up a post ...RETREAT WAS HELL FUN!! except for those bitches who decided to ruin it other then that it was good... so here it goes

1st day: The Arrival
got to the camp site, found a room.. hm.. not so luxury as you can see from the photos below but... it was alright, got into the 1st activities~ hm...that was kinda funny, we had to play a game where we are in small little groups, and we have to arrange ourself from the shortest to the tallest closing our eyes, it was hard and difficult but in the end we got it. Then the teacher decided, lets make it more fun!... instead of little groups, lets do it in one big group, haha now that was really hard there is like about 60-70 of us, all in different height, some we are not close to, eyes closed and ... some wondering hands lol!
my friend got her boob grabbed by some random, because they thought it was their head lol!

so that was 1st game , the second one was a lifesaver game. Each person has a toothpick in their mouth and then the lifesaver is threaded through it. Then we have to run to the other side of the room and pass it to the next person, without using our hands, hm.. yeah... about that, not soo good! Our lips are like about 2 cm off the next person when we pass it on, not trying to be mean or anything, but i had to pass it on to one of the special education students, it made me uncomfortable, so i just took it off and threaded it throught their toothpick =D
then we changed groups and did it again, this time it was alright, because i had to pass it onto a friend =D, then it came morning tea. Wow the morning came soo fast!

After morning tea we got into our groups and just did some little activites, writting names like a crossword thingy and what we hope to get out of the retreat.
then lunch came.

Lunch was alright we had, i don't remember~... maybe something not nice so i didn't bother haha wait i remember... burger~ we made it ourselves it was horrible hahaha

then more there was abit of clean up haha that took like an hour, so that was like free time... then more of those stupid group activites!
then it was dinner!
this was funny~ the teachers wanted to suprise us make a special dinner, so we were not allowed to be near the dinning area. The had setted up the room like a fancy dinner, with candles, little tags on the table, to where each person sit, for all the females they were called lady..... and all the guys they were called lord....
and the teachers were all dressed up , with masks as well. When we went inside, the lights were out only candles on the table, we had to wear a mask and eat, which was actually quiet difficult oo and we ahd bubblys/non alcholic champagne lol tasted like crap because it was made out of grape juice =D i actually read the label! we had lasagna and ahem, so called garlic bread and salad, wasn't tasty pretty flat but can't complain if the teachers putted their effort and try to make it classy!
then ice cream the most decent food out of the whole day =D

it was bed time after that! we had lights out at 11:30~ how stupid was that .. heheh
had funny convos and wacked walls because it's only single brick layer wall... so hahah we can hear other peoples convo...

2nd day:

got up at 7:00am... got down to breakfast then we made our stoles! that was fun... i putted all the things that happened through out my life, had a reconciliation.... watched a religious video
then lunch...
then a mass hahaha
that was boring.. i fell asleep in it ... shhh.. hehe
then dinner
nothing special... decent meal.. fish and chips... but felt sick after that ha
hm.. then more of writting warm fuzzies... there are so many to write because the amount of people in that group! then we had a bonfire
it wasn't wokring at 1st so everyone gave up
except for me and some of my class mates
in the end it was really big
and we had trouble putting it out which was funny
yeah then next morning read warm fuzzies and then went home heheh i'll write more tml.. i'm sleepy =D

to be continued...

getting up in such a nice bed weather!

i'm up! doing homework, well supposely ahhaha i can't be bothered to do it at the same time! i've been fixing my blogs and stuff, i better get amove on, otherwise i would have to complete it in class T_T that ain't no fun O_O!

have a good day
signing off
=kapi yan=

whats new?

hahaha i figured in every blog entry i have made it always have some to say like... it's been a while blah blah blah... and so i shit on about it.
Anyways~ i'm in year 12... well already in the middle of it! and OMg so many news to tell you all about!

i got my leavers jumper today =D and i'm super happy about that hehe i got my name on it saying " Kapi yan" all thanks to ruri for giving me a coolies name =D
hehehe
here is what it looks like at the back of it =D
hehehe

so that made my day... at first i forgot what colour it was and size and what i ordered... but the people who ordered blue they get theirs tomorrow hahaha.... not fair, oh wellz it's life hehehe

then today went shopping ~ i went to FAL~ it's my favourite place to shop~ because today i brought heaps of lolllies...
Yummy Gummy Bears =D hahaha
guess what i also putted it in one of those little boxes i had when i was a kid... hehe aren't i awsome keeping it

okay these are the other junk food i brought, the boxes look small, but there is like alot of it inside the box, it's all fun size!!



=]~ they were all cheap!... only $20... these 3 boxes of chocolate can last me a long time, O_O haha i might be chocolate sick from it all!

oo i have retreat on wednesday! i'm super excited about it because no school and 3 days of mucking around doing nothing, except some praying but meh thats easy stuff, when the teacher tells you to close your eyes, then you and a bunch on friends purposly open their eyes and look around and then see others with one eyes open, trying not to look suss hahah

oh the good time, but it's pouring here! which is good but also not good because we are on retreat and it's going to but freezing!.... i hope there are warm heaters and that the beds are nice and comfortable and not all yucky, if it is i swear i would scream sleep uncomfortable and feel or yucky inside!
well i already do the fact that i am leaving my precious bed behind! lol

oh gosh it's late but i want to write more, but my eyes are slowly dropping soon i won't be able to lift them up haha ...

hm. next time i might talk about my non existing love life, or my invisible love life hahah ... that might be a change in topic, the fact that i don't talk about it at all, hm.... i wonder, what did i use to write on all my blogs...

okay before i leave... i'm posting up this question~ answer it if you want on my tagbox =D

What do you think of lesbians and Gays in this world? Do you hate them? Do you like them? And if i was one of them how would you react to it? Be honest hahah ... because this is a really interesting question, a friend asked me about this, i was like uh.... very hard to answer, i had to think about it ~ if you want to respond to it but not say your name you make up any funny name or have it blank =D

anyways i'm off for a snooze, i have to get up early to do my report haha ... i might blog at the same time =D
Bye

Signing Off
Kapi Yan

Where did is Kayan?.. i think she got lost!

yes i have been missing for a while.... not that i am bad~ i feel like crap.. just because of one stupid little thing. Sometimes you just want to hate that person for giving you mixed feelings and then later on realising that it was a misunderstanding~~
i feel like crap~, my night is ruined, no matter how hard i try to make forget it, i feel stupid!

now i feel as if though i have gone into a deep deep tunnel so dark and cold. No one here to comfort me... just me and this dreadful silence.
i'm complaining too much and i feel like emo!!

i'm going to drown all this in my sleep!
lets hope tomorrow will be a more excitful and better day